If I Could Go is a sweeping, contemporary reimagining of the Irish myth of Tír na nÓg — a tragic story in which Oisín, an Irish warrior, finds the love of his life in Princess Niamh, a goddess from a timeless "otherworld". In the original myth, Oisín traverses the crossing between their worlds to live with Niamh in this mythical Land of Youth. But a few years later when he misses home and returns to the mortal world, he finds that centuries have passed, and he ages instantly and crumbles to dust the moment his feet touch the ground.
If I Could Go modernizes the story with new settings, characters, and twists, all while honoring its mythical origins. In our story, when Oisín (now a timid Dublin bookshop clerk) and Niamh find themselves bound by magic and misinformation, they are drawn into a dangerous space between their worlds, leading them to a confrontation with a villainess of sorts, Líadan, whose love has twisted into a prison of grief, and must face difficult choices as lovers and as individuals.
This is a musical about bravery that lives outside of battles: the courage to tell the truth, to let go, to hope again, and to choose love without guarantees.
If I Could Go will leave you smiling through tears as you reflect on your relationship with loss, and the power in all of us to reframe grief as an expression of love. Featuring a modern pop-Celtic score and a story that blends fantasy with humor and heartfelt humanity, our show aims to deliver a deeply meaningful and unforgettable theatrical experience.
Book, Music & Lyrics
Steve Engelbrecht is a composer, singer, multi-instrumentalist, producer, and technology entrepreneur with a lifelong love of storytelling through musical theatre.
If I Could Go represents a deeply personal story for Steve - one of healing and hope, inspired by back-to-back tragedies in 2024, when he lost a dear friend to cancer, and just 6 months later, when a heartbreaking fire claimed the home of his mother and stepfather.
This musical is part of Steve's journey of processing grief and finding light in the darkness. It has brought him joy to bring this story to life, and he hopes it will make you smile, think, and celebrate the love that endures beyond loss, all while tapping your feet and singing along.
Male, 20s, tenor. A shy Dublin bookshop clerk who lives vicariously through fantasy novels. Intelligent but socially anxious, he yearns for adventure but fears the real world. He must find the courage to be a hero without a sword.
Female, 20s, soprano. Princess of Tír na nÓg. Regal yet desperate. She is watching her paradise die and will do anything - even lie to the man she is falling for - to save her father and her people.
Female, 20s, mezzo-soprano. Oisín's best friend. Gay, sharp-witted, brutally honest, and fiercely loyal. She acts as the audience surrogate, and is always ready with advice, a joke, and a push toward adventure.
Male, 40s or 50s, baritone. The Narrator. A charismatic, fourth-wall-breaking shapeshifter. In Dublin, he is an eccentric bookseller; in Tír na nÓg, a royal advisor named Merrow. He manipulates events with a twinkle in his eye and a heavy burden in his heart.
Female, 40s or 50s, mezzo-soprano. The "Grey Lady." A tragic figure trapped in the void between worlds. Her refusal to let go of a centuries-old grief has created a dangerous prison for lost souls.
Male, 50s or 60s, non-singing role. King of Tír na nÓg and father of Niamh. A figure of ancient authority now diminished by his entrapment in the grey. He represents duty, tradition, and the weight of ruling a fading world.
The story also features a singing, acting, dancing ensemble of 5-10 performers which brings the worlds to life.
Please visit the Music page to learn more about the score and orchestration.
On April 23, 2026, If I Could Go had its first New York staged reading at TADA Theatre as part of the Emerging Artists Theatre SPARK Festival. Thank you to our cast, creative team, band, and audience for bringing the show to life.